I was not ready to start off the New Year like this. My heart is hurting so much I feel like it is going to explode.
We had to put our beloved Golden Retriever, Tally to sleep this morning. It is an awful decision to make. Deep down I know it was a decision made with nothing but love and compassion for a beautiful old girl who gave us 12+ years of unconditional love. Allowing her to suffer was not an option I could bear.
The sorrow I feel is so deep that I wonder if it will ever go away. But, I know in time I will feel better. Her eyes told me it was time and she was ready.
But, I wasn’t.
Miss you already sweet girl.